Being on holiday

It took nearly the whole 2wks before my two would wear summery type tops, middle only wore dinosaur tank tops or tshirts (all the other kids we saw with dinosaur tops were 2yr to 7yr olds 🤨) but always the dark, long shorts and the tightest possible tops to flatten themselves. I'm sure they were binders. I tried to scrutinise their outlines, without staring too much, I tried to feel middles back as casually as possible. Eldest flinches at any touch so not possible. I then made a good decision and didn't pry further and tried to keep my mind away. Middle wore only platform black trainer type shoes that she's screwed together a few times, refused any others, with socks pulled up, that must be a male thing. I was interested to see hairy armpits. I thought they'd do the opposite of me but forgot males don't shave, sometimes I wonder if my brain or G-d is protecting me by making me forgetful or not think further on some gender subjects.  😒 Eldest occasionally wore short shorts and tank top/bra top which made no sense.🤷‍♂️ Middle was fully commited with the clothes but chose the female side of synagogue and no yamulke whilst eldest sat with hubby and put one on. I ignored that one too but not before trying to silently sign, with my eyes, hands and lips my concern that she might be used as part of the Minyan. Turns out there wasn't enough either way sadlyp. Eldest used male toilets quite a lot. I made comments quite a lot about the hygiene aspect,  because male toilets on the whole, massively gross me out.🤮 I eventually stopped when she got annoyed and asked me why I always ask.